Today is Thursday where I stepped into my tomorrow and found
it was magical. A friend from my past came for a visit and reminded me of my
soul's path. My coach on Wednesday helped me see my follies of saying
"Yes" when I should say, "No, this isn't for me" and made
me determined to say "No" when I need to. Monday I was mad at myself
for saying "Yes" and determined I would step into my heart's
path...and get back to flying again. What happened?
Let's start on Monday. Since I believe that magic is real and God is the magician, I will tell you about it. Monday morning I woke up mad at myself. I had that pit in my stomach that screamed, "You aren't on your path right now! You are so busy trying to "please everyone" that you are pleasing no one...especially your soul. I had managed to over extend myself--again. Saying "Yes" to a friend instead of "No, this isn't right for me". I was so busy again I couldn't breathe. So I went up to my office and re-wrote my Goals, wiping the wrong goals right off MY list. That felt GREAT! Then my 14 year old daughter asked me for a favor; "Mom, will you take me to the water park?" I said, "YES!" I HAD to go to the local airport and was determined to "smell the airplanes" again, and would go by after dropping her off. Oh, how I love the smell of airplanes! The smaller ones that is. I love to hear them, kick the tires, and check the props. I love all the instruments and the slight dusty, oily smell in the cockpit. I asked at the front desk of the local city airport if there were any CFI's (Certified Flight Instructors) and small airplanes to help me finish my testing process for my Pilot's License. "Not here, but..." and they gave me a phone number at the smaller airport a couple towns away. Great! They were new to my knowledge since I had done most of my 100 hours at that airport, and I called the owner of the flight school as soon as I got into my car. I was already starting to feel like my spirit was coming back...a sweet, deep happiness seeping into my heart and every cell was singing.
The man in charge wasn't near his calendar but said on the phone that he'd call me back when he got there. Then my husband called inviting me to lunch and I headed down south towards lunch, but with my eye on going to that airport afterwards. I just had to sniff around for what was new and to immerse myself in the airport smells; they were just like perfume to me. It had been a year since I had been there and flown. Then my phone rang--it was a pilot friend from my past, wanting to know if I wanted to go flying RIGHT NOW! My jaw dropped...as I laughed and asked him if he had talked with anyone at the airport. He said that he hadn't, and I couldn't stop laughing and feeling the heavens were conspiring in a very funny way for me. Wow, when I finally made a soul decision the Universe really came through! So I ate lunch quickly and scooted over to my second home; the airport and a dusty cockpit. Where I belonged. I think my biggest fear had stopped me from continuing...all those voices that screamed, "Aren't you afraid to crash?" So that day God gave me an experienced pilot and TWO, not just one, REAL emergency landings. And we lived. I lived. It just wasn't my time to go. That was good for me to know. But it IS time for me to do my Soul's work; so here I am.
Hello! I am going to be sharing my life and God's goodness, and the "odd" things of the spirit with you...plus how I see life as a Mother on this Mother Earth--and I hope you will do the same. It is time to "Publish Peace". It is time to create and develop HEALTHY communities together...starting with our own. It is time to have PROSPEROUS families...God's way, and it is definitely time for inner HAPPINESS where we re-connect with God and our Eternal Soul.
So today I could smile with my friend who was feeling that magical God-like serendipity happening in her own life--as soon as she said a tough "NO!" to a dead path and person in it, and has started saying "Yes!" to her soul's work, her life is quickly being guided for the good. She is starting to see her path again. We laughed and cried today-- and we could both be happy for each other. Now isn't that as life should be? God really is magical, and so is saying "Yes" to Soul.
Let's start on Monday. Since I believe that magic is real and God is the magician, I will tell you about it. Monday morning I woke up mad at myself. I had that pit in my stomach that screamed, "You aren't on your path right now! You are so busy trying to "please everyone" that you are pleasing no one...especially your soul. I had managed to over extend myself--again. Saying "Yes" to a friend instead of "No, this isn't right for me". I was so busy again I couldn't breathe. So I went up to my office and re-wrote my Goals, wiping the wrong goals right off MY list. That felt GREAT! Then my 14 year old daughter asked me for a favor; "Mom, will you take me to the water park?" I said, "YES!" I HAD to go to the local airport and was determined to "smell the airplanes" again, and would go by after dropping her off. Oh, how I love the smell of airplanes! The smaller ones that is. I love to hear them, kick the tires, and check the props. I love all the instruments and the slight dusty, oily smell in the cockpit. I asked at the front desk of the local city airport if there were any CFI's (Certified Flight Instructors) and small airplanes to help me finish my testing process for my Pilot's License. "Not here, but..." and they gave me a phone number at the smaller airport a couple towns away. Great! They were new to my knowledge since I had done most of my 100 hours at that airport, and I called the owner of the flight school as soon as I got into my car. I was already starting to feel like my spirit was coming back...a sweet, deep happiness seeping into my heart and every cell was singing.
The man in charge wasn't near his calendar but said on the phone that he'd call me back when he got there. Then my husband called inviting me to lunch and I headed down south towards lunch, but with my eye on going to that airport afterwards. I just had to sniff around for what was new and to immerse myself in the airport smells; they were just like perfume to me. It had been a year since I had been there and flown. Then my phone rang--it was a pilot friend from my past, wanting to know if I wanted to go flying RIGHT NOW! My jaw dropped...as I laughed and asked him if he had talked with anyone at the airport. He said that he hadn't, and I couldn't stop laughing and feeling the heavens were conspiring in a very funny way for me. Wow, when I finally made a soul decision the Universe really came through! So I ate lunch quickly and scooted over to my second home; the airport and a dusty cockpit. Where I belonged. I think my biggest fear had stopped me from continuing...all those voices that screamed, "Aren't you afraid to crash?" So that day God gave me an experienced pilot and TWO, not just one, REAL emergency landings. And we lived. I lived. It just wasn't my time to go. That was good for me to know. But it IS time for me to do my Soul's work; so here I am.
Hello! I am going to be sharing my life and God's goodness, and the "odd" things of the spirit with you...plus how I see life as a Mother on this Mother Earth--and I hope you will do the same. It is time to "Publish Peace". It is time to create and develop HEALTHY communities together...starting with our own. It is time to have PROSPEROUS families...God's way, and it is definitely time for inner HAPPINESS where we re-connect with God and our Eternal Soul.
So today I could smile with my friend who was feeling that magical God-like serendipity happening in her own life--as soon as she said a tough "NO!" to a dead path and person in it, and has started saying "Yes!" to her soul's work, her life is quickly being guided for the good. She is starting to see her path again. We laughed and cried today-- and we could both be happy for each other. Now isn't that as life should be? God really is magical, and so is saying "Yes" to Soul.
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