A New Heart

1997

With all these experiences and journeys of the heart, I come away with a new heart.  Once that is full of love and promises from Heavenly Father and Mother.  That they know my heart to be good pure and desire only to Be One with their hearts—

I now know something with all my heart, that I wasn't feeling before—that they have my heart's best interest and will do all things for my own personal good.  I can trust THEM; 100% with my heart’s desire.

June 5, 1997 and October 29, 2008

Honor all those have died or labored for you to bring your life.  From your mother who gave you life to your father who supported that life.  And then your mother who nurtured that life, and then those who toiled with the ground to bring forth, from mother earth that brought fourth that life.  Then the sun the Father gave that sparked the seeds, planted in the mother who then nourishes the life within her bowels and from whence life springs.  Father gives warmth, mother gives life.  But most of all honor the Father and Mother who gives life to our Souls for “Man does no live by bread alone” and Mother to whom we are still connected to by that silvery-white cord in our hearts.

About Our Lives On Earth:

If one man lays his life down—for you, the rule of the Universe is that you never given up in your life—and you honor him by your life and how you live.

In the beginning, before this earth was created, and before we were born to God, Mother Father God, and had spirit bodies, we existed as Intelligence's.  And through other earths and progression, which also included obedience to the God’s,  we grew in light and became more.  When the Eternal God and Goddess united in love, that light combined and became “born” into literal Spirit children of God, born to the God’s.

Now in God’s Family, as His and Her children---made of Pure Light, born from Pure Love and now an Eternal Spirit.  We were literally made into their image, male and female.  Once Intelligence's, we now progressed to Spirits-- with godly form. 

Then came time for our further progression….we were happy, but not complete.  Not yet a resurrected body and spirit, or able to have Eternal Increase.  We wanted more; power, principalities, kingdoms too.  We wanted to become as beautiful and powerful as our Father and Mother in Heaven, one of the Eternal Gods, having Eternal bodies that could not only create, but reproduce, so we could also be eternal; clothed in power and authority.

The Universe is based on a grid-system, with kingdoms and powers beyond our realm of mortal understanding.  There are Beings out there that know things we may not know for Eons of time.  However, know this;  there were dark beings that came and started teaching the Father and Mother Eternal’s children around other planets and not on the planet Kolob, where we dwelt in peace and harmony, love and power. 

These dark ones taught principles of darkness and powers with that darkness.  They taught spirit’s about controlling the souls of men through fear,  and greed.  There is one in particular that we wish to tell you about.  His name was Lucifer, Son of the Morning.  He was bright from the beginning, and well loved by many.  But he was also very curious about everything.  He wanted to know it all and was impatient about the time table for learning.  When the dark ones came among us, he listened.  Most would not, but he thought he was being “enlightened” when he was actually being darkened.  So much so that he lost his ability to reason within the light of Kolob and was cast out.  This angered him and he asked the Dark Ones to teach him how to get his power back. 

They gave him a dark power and taught him all the dark arts of sorcery and more.  He was called the First Master Mahan, and went back to preach his ideas to others.  He gained many followers who were also cast out of Kolob, or “Heaven”.  They came to earth and continue setting up their kingdoms, and teaching followers.  They are the bringers of knowledge of the dark arts and set up the Secret Combinations to rule this earth.  They are very active and very deceiving.  And since the souls of men here are in a lower vibration, which they are, and have been since the beginning, because that is where they work from.  The place they come from is known as Sheol.  Those who deny the Christ, after they have seen Him and have had the Witness of the Father of His Son, are also given over to the powers of the dark ones, and have to enter “endless damnation”---this is their “punishment”.    These are the Son’s of Perdition.  Satan, or Lucifer is a Son of Perdition.  He chose his state of being and will never be returned to the state of light and love where he was in the beginning with all of Father’s children.  We mourn for him daily, and all those who follow the Dark Ones.  But they exist in this Universe, because the Universe contains all the laws, including the Laws of Opposition.  This is how Jesus the Christ could imbed this earth with the law of Opposition, he not following after evil in any manner, had to take matter that followed “evil” and build an earth with both---the obedient to light and the servant to sin.  This is why the sorcerers of this earth can find darkness on this earth and command it to obey;  this is why you have hurricanes, tsunamis, earthquakes and more.  This is why there is death and suffering.  Because the Dark Ones exist in the Universe. 

Yes, it is a battle for light and against darkness prevailing over the hearts of the children of men.  But the God’s of light and life know that the most powerful of all, is charity. It is imbedded throughout ALL matter, throughout all the Universe so that when the elements decide over darkness and desire light, or love, they can be redeemed.  The Savior’s light and redemption is written in the very fibers of the Universe.  Light always moves the darkness out.  Love always wins. 

And so in the very beginning of our beginnings, The Plan of Salvation was presented before the council and assembly of the Gods.  A plan designed for our growth and progression.  An earth would be made, like all the other earths made through eternities, and laws would be built into that earth, designed for our growth.  We would need choice and we would need bodies.  But only temporary bodies that we would lay down at death, and later be resurrected for eternal progression if we had chosen eternal life, and these eternal bodies would then be like our Father and Mother Eternal.  

On this earth we would need to be subject to good and evil, light and dark, healing or death---and have a veil over our minds.  Then, according to our choices, we could begin to remember who we really are, and can be, as we seek the “light” or truth available to us.  In this plan, the Eternal Gods, also planned for wise men to be taught by angels and by the Holy Spirit, one of Father’s children that would be ordained to this “calling” throughout our mortal lives, and not take upon himself a body until his time was finished, so that He could whisper to our eternal bodies, truths of the Eternities while we were in our mortal body state…and if we heard and listened, then we would be in a “blessed” state; gaining more light and more Intelligence from the Eternal God’s, and coming closer and closer to who we were before this life. 

However, we were told that, because the law of opposition would be in effect, we would be in a state of sin, or separation from God, or worse, choose to break laws of progression, and then be in a “damned” state; closed from the heavenly light and intelligence, closed from deep spirit-felt happiness and our progression towards our eternal selves would be halted….until we “repented”; or came to understand what we did or said was “wrong”, or not what the God’s of light and love would do or say or be.  Once we repented, the light could be in and around us again, and our progression towards eternal happiness and power could start up again.  The laws were set.

We wondered what would happen if we didn't repent and how our bodies could be reunited with our spirits.  We asked;  If I don’t repent, or know about God, will I be lost forever?

There was some concern that souls would be lost forever, and so a battle of questions began.  The Eternal Father called for sons to come forth to be a Savior to all.  They would need to be the most valiant, the brightest light of all His children born in the spirit.  

Two sons stepped up; his firstborn in the Spirit and he that was called the Prince of the Morning, another bright spirit.  One was called and chosen to be the Savior, being the Firstborn in the Spirit and would need to be the firstborn on earth as well—an eternal calling, and the other one was called and chosen to be the “devil”, or Lucifer; the opposition for our eternal spirits, being in spirit.  And so with power and love, both were called and chosen and ordained before the Council of the Eternal Gods, to further the progression of the Father and Mother Eternal ‘s children, formed by pure light, love and in a “spirit” state at this point in their progressions.  Out of love all was called and chosen. 

The Father’s Firstborn Son, called Christ, and was ordained from the beginning to be the Savior to all mankind, regardless of their mortal choices.  All living things have a core.  His inner core was love already, and he was the Eternal Father’s Firstborn Son.  And with the position of Firstborn, came Inheritance responsibilities, and the responsibility to be an example to the rest of the children.  And so, in order to have choice while in a mortal state, on a earth, created by the Christ for our progression and for his progression to be like the Father, knowing how to create worlds without end, the other son was accepted to be the Devil, or Satan, and out of his love for us, and desire for us to progress towards Godhood, a priesthood ordinance of the Gods would have to be done. And only by the God of all Creation. It affected Lucifer's core--his core being changed to fear.

Since we were in a pure spirit state, it was emotion that had to be changed, since our pre-mortal spirits were light at this point--pure feeling.   And it had to be changed by great power and priesthood because our eventual inheritance was Charity; the Pure Love of God.  The Highest Frequency and existent state of all—just like our Eternal Father and Mother.  What else could it be, but matching our Creators; our Parents.

Thus, in the beginning, in the Priesthood councils of All Gods, opposition had to be born for our Eternal progression and choice.  And it had to happen in our Eternal bodies, or Spirits. 

The Satan, devil, or Lucifer--all the same entity--would be cast to the earth by Father, into a lower realm of darkness, along with those that followed him, and through the vibration of fear, they would “tempt and try” the minds of the children of men, and seek to take their souls. If they listened to his fear and his words, or the words of those that followed him, they would be trapped in his world, his “hell”.   For those who hearkened to fear and temptation, without repentance, they would be unhappy, their hearts would grow hard, they would have a hard time understanding truth and light, and soon they would mock the prophets and even kill them.  

They would live in fear, greed, selfishness, and “sin”; they would be separated from the God that gave them life—and from their own Eternal Spirit.  When they had their “judgement day” they would gnash their teeth and grieve for their own choices, for their own blindness and wish the rocks would fall upon them as they stood, in the end before the Eternal Gods again. Because remembering what they could have been, and what they were in the beginning, would tear them up. And the horror of what they didn't do, when they were given the chance, over and over in mortality. 

But for those souls, body and spirit together in a mortal state, that:

kept a soft heart, 

a gentle heart and didn't harden it, 

but stayed “as a little child” before the Father, 

and sought to learn light and truth and listened to the words of good men and women, 

that taught from the tree of life, the Love of God, 

and who hearkened to the angels of God,

and prophets of God,

and the promptings of the Holy Spirit

---and repented of their sins, or any separation from the love of God and light they knew about--- 

these souls would progress and grow “in light and in truth”.  

These souls would gladly follow the ordinances and councils of the prophets and fellowship with their “brothers and sisters”, going into prisons and helping the poor.  Their state of mind would be sound, their love growing, and they would live in peace in the world of chaos.  Their spirits would understand true power from God.  

Would they follow the Father’s Plan of Light, love and progression, or would they hearken to lies that dragged their souls into a state of fear and lack of progression….a “hell” state of being--to 

call Father’s sons on earth to be under his rule, but would take away their choice, or agency, by darkening their minds and eventually, if they continually chose dark over light--choose fear over love--be chained to a certain “hell” state.  And if they, over and over in their mortality, chose evil, or disobedience and darkness, they would be consigned to stay in a spirit prison after their life.  

If they saw the Christ, in mortality, and had Him witnessed to be The Christ, the Son of our Living God and then rejected him and his message of peace and love and light--they would be cast away forever and not have any part in further progression.  These were, and are called; Sons of Perdition. 

But first we, without the memories of Eternity, have no real choice, but learn through the law of opposition, which is in effect. We gain a "new life" through the Christ, when we chose Life.  And then someday the Savior will ask, “What have you done with the new life that I gave you?”