You See Your Children as Your Fulfillers

June 17, 1994

You see your children as your fulfillers—that your life will be whole and fulfilled through them—you are right—but, you must not wait for them to do and live and be these dreams—YOU, “Eve”, must do and live these dreams FIRST!

How else can they see if it works?!  If spirit, dream is correct, unless they see the physical manifestation.  Don’ Speak it.  BE it!

Then, yes, you will be whole and fulfilled, because you live your dream for your children—then they will follow—seeing your joy.

That is why children’s whose mother’s are sad, frustrated (mad turned in), or controlling (or controlled), can’t “seem” to rise above it.

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Choose and DO.

I want to use my art.

So use it—daily—it’s your art—you don’t need a degree (i.e.-permission of society-- A society that is false—because it isn’t based 100% on eternal truths, just partial.  Made up of people—some just want prestige and others want to serve mankind.  There are varying degrees, and thus, it isn’t whole and perfectly sound and “just” yet.  A “growing society”, filled with all kinds of people, who are just learning and still maturing and growing.  The “degree” is how we measure people by our standards.  But what if those standards are incorrect?

In the art world, of buyers and creators and sellers; People “out there” simply want “good art” and experience.

I want to write stories and publish.

So write, and publish.

I want to leave the world a better place.

So make the cuddle-pack.

I want to have a house of order—it’s coming along…continue!

I want to “see” San Diego.

So see it.  Bring along your children, and enjoy it, together! Don’t let them decide, not quite yet, where to go.  You decide, follow your heart and then, as they see, experience, feel become more balanced, they can have input.  But you initiate.

I want to feel confident about the financial world of business.

So study, do your cuddle pack, get business cards. Talk to successful people.

I want to be an “on-time”, achieving individual.

So be it.  You shall be and are.

Live your dream.

It’s halfway done! Spirit first, then physical!

I want to develop my spiritual gifts and love for healing, my love for God’s light, love and power. Wholeness, completeness, perfection and lifting others around me towards Christ and God. So serve!

You can’t go uphill by thinking downhill thoughts.

I want to be inspiriting to those around. Not because of a handicap, but because of my love, energy and what I learn in the process of living. Using all negatives or shadows to throw light on the True Light; Jesus the Christ, THE LORD.

I want to have family names in the temple.

Calendar in places to go, things to do.

Have a list of “daily things to learn and study”

Example:

30 min –Math; Shortcut math, business books, financial tips

30 min-Art; Portrait, R.S. Poster, painting the children

30 min-Music; try jazz, brush up on “Orff” method, prepare songs for hospital, etc. teach the children

30 min-Science; Herbs, walks, books, museums

30 min—Literature; Read the good books you just bought, write letters home, friends, write stories (the children can each have a story book—each of your publish a book

30 min-Social studies; journal cleanse, Life Story, photo albums, scrapbooks

30 min—physical Fitness; beach, bike riding, walks, get rollerblades—with knee pads, swim lessons, ice skating

MORNING

30 minute clean, except Mondays

Thursday—clean; vacuum, mop

4:00 cleanup—use a workbox for those toys, et. Not picked up

What kinds of things do you want to do this summer?

--to have organized, relaxed and positive days.

I want to swim well. Try to surf?

Sky sailing—Joshua? Candi? Dan?-date

Camping

Museums-all in Balboa

Plays, concerts, Wild Animal Park

Wild animal Park night

San Diego Zoo

Cruise the Harbor to Coronado

Sea World

Universal Studios

Carmel. Couple of nights in a Bed and Breakfast

Marshall Scotty’s water park

Santé Fe New Mexico—visit Arizona relatives

I’d like to design my own Art business cards

Go on Hikes, Bike rides

Water fun

Swimming at Poway pools

Night class

Regular day, or 2 hours to genealogy library, would like to get in a couple of names

Saturday morning temple

Go sing; perform with children at hospital, rest homes

Like to visit the sick on Sundays

Serve as the Spirit suggests

Rest at noon, until 2-ish

Have story time

Would like to clean with the children and save $$--use it to travel and have fun

Have someone read while we clean; divide up jobs; windows, glass, dusting, washing counters, toilets, vacuuming, mopping

Would like to do some of the great ideas in these good children’s project/craft books—1 hour or ½ with each, each day. 

They bless mom. Each balances you! Take advantage of!