Honoring the Shadows

3-Honoring the Shadows

April 8, 1994

“How many of us run our business like a business--

But run our homes like a farm…in udder chaos?”

I woke up sore everywhere.  My head hurt my heart and stomach aching—I felt my life energy at low ebb—and just wanted to curl up and sleep forever. 

“Go to Mother Rock”, said the spirit.

So I’m here—in rock hill, but detoured to an ancient father rock where a friend and I talked the day we walked together and she taught me of energy, accepting or rejecting the circle of truth, etc.

How did I fall?

By taking eyes off of Christ/God when all was in harmony—and putting eyes on the flesh—Your joy became joy in man.  And then when he reprimanded you for being late, that split your will, heart, mind and strength.

God was the one who brought harmony to your home—your soul, then your home.  What happened when you fell?  

You started looking to man to pick you up. 

Mind:  “Compliment Me”

Heart:   “Encourage Me”

Strength: “Love Me”

Will: “Allow Me Some Freedom Too…”

He can’t.  His is split into shadows (problems) for his spirit to overcome for his good.

It’s not up to you—ever—to point out his shadows.  If you’ve noticed, his shadows exactly annoy your own.

Your dream was a symbol of that.

Exact opposite of the one before.

Open, rickety elevator; dizziness, chaotic office, lack of confidence in speaking as your preached on, alienating instead of encouraging.

And in the end, what did you say, “My hair’s a mess.”  It was.  Your were.  He was “the men”, he was mad at you and cutting you down.  Exact opposite.  You, as woman, are the one that will move first. 

To recognize your weaknesses as gifts given from God. 

Did He not place you in family, in certain circumstances? 

Yes. He did. 

These are in exact opposite to what and who you really are!  You don’t have love from others because it will force, cause, encourage, you (if you want to be full, happy) to look to God as your source of Love—the only one really.  What would happen if this was not so?  You would not have to work hard enough to stretch and grow towards God; something you asked Him to do for you!  So you’re okay and will be happy AS LONG AS GOD IS THE CENTER OF YOUR HEART, WILL, MIND AND STRENGTH. 

You’ll get no peace any other way.  You’re destined and desire is to have angels manifest themselves.  Your strength is sufficient.  You have met with and “entertained” angels unawares and will continue. 

Who do you think attends you now?  As soon as you look to others (Church Leaders, Gramma Facer) as examples you fall from focus; dangerous to do.  It creates a rift in you. 

Look to Christ ALL THE Day and Live.  Your heart burns ad confirms this is so.  Christ desires to bless you with the choicest blessings and He will, through your worthiness.

Stop a moment and hear nature.  There are beautiful sun rays coming out of the eastern sky, a gentle East wind, birds singing, warm rock, sounds of cars, Mexican workers speaking, insecurity is for your good, weakness is not real.  You are God’s daughter.  He wants ALL for you-- believe it.

You don’t need to stay in shadows. 

See your shadows (your weaknesses) for what they are; NOT REAL-- The strength comes then-- True Power.

God rejoices; you don’t have to keep them! 

“I will make your weaknesses strengths” because you have to come to God and Christ to see the light, the opposite, the Truth—you are of Divine Origin.  An Eternal Being; Love, Power, Confidence!

Beauty--- Strength in God.  Your body is beauty; Walk in it.

As I ran back home;

Is it really true that I can have Christ as a Teacher?

It seems so amazing to me—

Believe it!  Accept Him.

He will teach, instruct, bless all those who come to God and seek to know more.

Keep your heart centered on Him and God.