Changes

Ego Death

What you are losing, will be the absence of attachment---or the release of attachment—and with it suffering.

This is Purification—if you hold a vision of perfection.

Sacrifice is necessary, suffering is not. 

Sacrifice and Purification frees you.

“What you think about, you bring about”

In the Church as led by men, on earth; the challenge is being the judge and still having ego, or attachment of what “perfection” or “righteousness” should look be or look like.  Outward appearance.

Male challenge in mortality; contention, and “I win” mentality.

Female challenge in mortality; judging and being critical

All of these ego attachments to control or trying to get comfort at all cost, create suffering somehow.  The only way to release these attachments to control is to turn over control to Jesus Christ and “take his Yoke”….and his burden is “light”…or real understandings of the heart.

In the Church of the Lamb of God, “on earth as it IS in heaven”; grace brings the spirit back inward, heals them by bringing them back to the heart of God--back into the heart of our creation;  Born Again through Christ.  Our altar is our heart and we offer up all feelings and attachments to God, laying them on our altar.

Not letting things “get to you” but letting things be “given to you”.

Bringing In Love

“For all things must fail; but charity never faileth!”

Charity is the pure love of God

Marriages teach us to put away all unloving behavior; jealousy, fear, envy, criticism, pride, etc.

We never own another soul, including our spouse!  

We must be One in HEART and pure; all is for building up the Love of God and GOD's Kingdom, on earth.

This is why, in and of itself, marriage won’t “work”; unless both the man and the woman reach out of themselves, out of their marriages and love all; and with all that loving, they bring IN more love to their union.

“ALL things must fail”

Things that aren't eternal;  Death, Taxes, Evil, Governments, Businesses....

What is Eternal?

The Body of Christ; the Church of the Lamb of God

The Kingdom of God with the Riches of Eternity

Our Spirits

Eternal posterity 

Intelligence and Light and Truth

What we learn on earth....

Thus why Jesus the Christ taught us to;

“Love thy”Neighbors

Receive the Holy Ghost

Christ—Friendship

GOD—Father and Mother and our Eternal Family

Pray for and with your friends for one another and Christ’s Kingdom before you go to the veil and enter

And sup, learn, from Jesus the Christ.

Inside each of us is The Christ, and inside each of us is evil or bad.

We are here to overcome our flesh and be like GOD again, but this time with body and soul being restored to it's frame of Perfection.  Men are to learn to be as Christ, to follow his example and “be like Him.”

They are symbolically at the veil of the temple.  Husband is in proxy only for Christ at the veil!

Christ brings us all, individually, male and female, through the veil; of our minds and of the actual veil before God’s throne.  

The Market on Power

Men do not have a corner on the market of power!  Anyone can tap into the Powers of Heaven--- For healings, blessings and answers.  Jesus Christ did not baptize himself.  Nor did he start out having the Priesthood Authority.  He went to God, the Father, who administers the Priesthood to bless the children of God. 

God is plural. Male and Female. In the beginning GOD created the physical body to house the spirit.  Male and Female created They them.  There is a Father and Mother God. Our Creators.  Made in Their Image.

Women do not need to administer in the Priesthood ordinances of baptism, ordinations, patriarchal blessings, sealings because they are busy with their calling as a woman and mother.  They do get to administer temple work, and are key for men receiving the highest ordinances.  Men without the woman is not saved, nor the woman without the man.  Men-- as “Helper of Mankind”--are to Provide, Protect and Witness of God’s Love. They make sure the woman returns home to heaven.

The woman nurtures life and makes sure her children are taught of the LORD and experience what they need to return to GOD.  Women are “mothers of all living”, or “Bringer of Life”.  This gives them an automatic advantage over men…until men receive the priesthood.  Then they are “even”. 

The man can then be “more like the woman” and through unselfish service, administer to Father’s children as a mother would.  She brings her children to GOD so they will have Salvation. However, she does not perform necessary ordinances for exaltation, or Eternal Life, being busy enough being a mother for our Father in Heaven!   Both men and women are VITAL to GOD’s Work and Glory.  They are both equal in GOD’s eyes and plan, with power to act and not be acted upon.  Women call upon Heaven to benefit their children—men call upon heaven to benefit their family.

Why did women of the early church bless and heal people?  (Even oxen)  Has that been “taken” away now days?  And are we too “modernized”?  Do men simply do it all now?  The burden upon men has been too much.  They need to be busy teaching administration skills, leadership, ordinances, healings and gospel ordinances such as baptism, etc.  But women should be calling upon the powers of heaven together, in behalf of one another.  “Where two or three are gathered in my name.”  Can women have faith too?  Can they pray?  Can they gather together to pray and fast for Father’s children?  Are we becoming competitive with other churches, when we are all aiming for the same Heaven?

 When the sun comes up in the East the sky is pink like flesh and there is blue above it—as that sky clears and I look west, there is a blue band underneath and pink above—then a yellow tinge at the top—beautiful!

A week or two ago, worrying about all of it, all the puzzlements, the dreams, the mind’s eye, and so forth, I was reading the scriptures and sat back to get comfortable.  For a moment, I looked away from the book and felt my scripture page firmly be flipped to a section in the Doctrine and Covenants.  It was the very answer and confirmation—final one I needed.  I am okay with God and all parts of Their Plan, and Their Good.

Be Like a Good Cherry

“Though Hard to You, This Journey May Appear, Happy Day!  All is Right”

This song came through my head as I woke this morning.

Be like a good cherry; sweet, yet firm

If you are soft and mushy, you will be spit out of the mouth with distaste!

DREAM

It seemed most of the night I was in this dream; in India?

I was with the women and children, mostly children.  The beach community was taken over--by someone French?  There was a prince child, a boy— a dignified, yet a loving boy—who served everyone, and as a result, we would all have given our lives to protect him at all costs.  One time the enemy was coming and I was alone in a room, so I hid behind boxes.  A French soldier stood over me, gun aimed but decided he couldn’t kill a helpless child…I think I was a child.  A bus was used as an object to trick the army.  Right before I woke, a young Indian woman and I had wandered further down the beach and we found cool water well--we drank joyfully, but then notice in the eerie silence and in a fog that we must be in an enemy camp and should, very quietly, and very quickly LEAVE at once!

Animals Teach

A lion, a king, a heart

Powerful, yet gentle

Walked with Christ, next to him in stature, 

desire, knowledge, thirst for all good and truth to be known

Best friends, seen often together

Other parts, arms upper side an eagle--willing to fly in the 

wind of ideas, and movement.

Soaring spiritual self, accepting responsibility and 

taking care of own needs.

Before & Forever

Lion: Strength, power, femininity—inner strength and love

Eagle: Great power, spiritual self is soaring. 

Tremendous freedom to be used wisely; accepting

Responsibility and taking care of own needs

Good with others, loving and helpful

Intelligent, loves to learn

Not into simple show or showy

Balanced

Focused

Always seeking to improve--to sets goals and goes for it.

And has many interests, indecisive at times

Moral, dedicated to God and family

Respects all other cultures and nature

Creative soul & spirit

To create is to bring forth life

To help you prepare to soar with the Eagles

An eagle in air

A horse upon the ground

Look Up! To Heaven

June 14, 1994

The rock above Eagle Rock looked at first glance, to be a pointer finger!
It seemed to say, “Look up! To Heaven—look heavenward, for answers!”

Walking up a little further,  sitting in a rose colored rock. 
This Finger Rock faces North East, like the Bear rock and sits in the southeast--the direction of introspection and wisdom.

Instead of thinking you must teach or encourage others, ask them wise questions.
By asking them wise questions, or answering wisely, it points them in the west to introspection
and will help them find wisdom.

“Find God”, by sitting in the “East of inspiration”, as well as in the south, in the place of innocence….the movement can pull men into a circular position of power and quiet.

 And inwardly pull women into a place of power and fruitfulness, peace-at last.

All Unite Together

The creative force; Power, Love & Wisdom

                                                     8         SPIRIT                                   Spirit Mind

                                                7

                                         6                     Soul                                       Subtle energy

                                    5                      Mental                                               Bodies

                             4                     (creative/logic)

                       3                               Emotional                   

                2                                              Vital

         1                                            Physical Body             

When all UNITE together=Temple Marriage

                                                Purity

                                Choice                Righteousness

The mental body’s highest power is located in the upper realm of creative thought at level 5….this power is called WISDOM

SOUL; “There’s an un-named longing in my soul”

SPIRIT; Glorious Resurrection

Marking beginnings and endings; Cycles—periods for growth and development

Heaven’s

Years; Birth, Re-birth

8—symbol of Eternity—Infinity

3—Trinity; mind—body—spirit; Harmony

2—Balance of masculine and feminine energies

1—Oneness opportunity provided by parents; ZION

Wisdom’s Path

True North

Bear country

Reiki

Soul & spirit

Helping mankind

Flying with Wings of an Eagle

Figuring, seeking, searching, listening, dreaming, praying….quiet times

Dreaming Clouds

Dying

Clouds of peace; lost souls, comforting

Angels in a tunnel of Rainbows

Indians; home and messenger on horse

Message of life and laughter

South, then North          

  South was hot and dry wind; death—birth & beginnings

  North—messages, friends, “Bringer of Life” & Views

1^st Bear;  Strength & Power; inconsistent emotional energy, not to be trusted; can be violent or cuddly; charming or crabby

Goat;  Getting to the root of the problem; clean up, negativity that is blocking progress---can completely decimate a whole environment---or feed a family